On The 11th Day of Christmas: Dolls Like Me

On the 11th day of Christmas my true love gave to me:

…….a doll that looks like me.  Christmas: a time for showering the little people in our lives with toys and all that their hearts desire.  This can give adults with so much joy, but it can also produce gut-wretching angst when you can’t find a doll for your little brown girl that looks like her.

*Most of my posts for this series of The 12 Days of Christmas have been fun and light-hearted, but I have been meaning to talk about this subject for awhile and it is something that many people struggle with this time of the year.  Roll with it, think about it and please add your two cents in the comments.

A couple of months ago–well before the holiday season–emails were flying on the Mocha Moms listserv about Addy, an American Girl doll.   If you don’t know about American Girl dolls, let me school you as I just entered this world last year when my daughter asked for an American Girl doll for Christmas.  American Girl historical dolls are based on historical fictional book characters; each doll comes with a set of books that highlights a particular segment of American history.  So I had to check out all the dolls and surprise, surprise  there is only one African American historical doll, Addy.

And Addy is a slave.

Of course.

This is what the Mocha Moms were emailing about: why does Addy have to be a slave?  Is that the ONLY part of African American history worth telling?  Oh, and when they saw Addy’s doll, Ida Bean (although I’m sure she’s historically accurate), Lord, the emails were flying fast and furious.

Ida Bean

To be fair, Addy is escaping slavery and her story is a courageous and compelling one; all the American Girl stories show how the characters display bravery and tenacity often in the face of the most trying times in American History.  So, they are good books and the principles of the American Girl company are sound.  Let me be clear: I like the American Girl company and support their mission and products both philosophical and financially.  They also make modern-day “Just Like You” dolls that come in several shades of brown with various hair textures, so the lack of brown dolls in general is not in question; the rift is with the historical dolls.

So again we (“we” being me, my Mocha Moms chapter and I’m certain many African American mothers everywhere) ask: is slavery the only story that we have to tell about the African diaspora in America?  It’s not that slavery isn’t a story worth telling, it’s the fact that we are limited to just one story.  There is so much more.

What about the Harlem Renaissance?  Besides great stories about the art, music and literature of that time period, that doll would have some fly clothes for sure.  And what about the ’60s or ’70s?  There is a doll now, Julie, who is sort of a hippy girl living in Berkley California; couldn’t they at least make an African American friend for Julie who wears a dashiki?   That’s what I’m talking about!

I was not opposed to the Addy doll, but my daughter was not interested in her.  So here was the dilemma: do I let her ask Santa for a white doll?  Well, that’s always the question for African American parents whether it’s American Girl, Barbie or Disney Princesses dolls; are we going to let our daughters play with dolls that don’t look like them?

Of the people I know, for most the answer is a resounding NO.  I too feel that way, but my daughter does have many of the Disney Princesses, who up until Princess Tiana (bless her!), were mostly white (Jasmine is Arabian and Mulan is Asian).  I justified buying those dolls because they were “real people.”  Her Cheetah Girls dolls are Latina, African American, mixed race and white, so they’re okay.  And I think she also has a couple of random white Barbies; I don’t know how they got in there.  So, while my daughter doesn’t exclusively own dolls of color,  that is my strong preference.

She just got the new So In Style Barbies, which I love and think were long over-due, but whew!–those dolls have been controversial and they just hit the market.   The articles in Jezebel.com,  Essence.com, and The Wall Street Journal.com show what a hot topic this is for the African American community;  liking the Barbies or not is the main thread, but that we care immensely about the images that are reflective of our daughters.

Why?  Why do I prefer for my daughter to play with dolls of color?  After all, she has a mixed race background so it shouldn’t matter, right?  Wrong.  No matter what her background, she is a brown girl and everything in the world is telling her that she is marginal.  Including the toy industry.  It is up to my husband and me to tell her that she is beautiful and worthy; one of the many ways we can do that is by providing her with playthings that reflect her image and consequently boost her self-esteem.

Back to the American Girl doll dilemma last Christmas: what doll did Santa bring?  After admittedly a few strong suggestions from me, she asked for and got Josefina, a hispanic doll.   A compromise: not African American, but still of color.  I could get with that.   Both she and I love the Josefina doll; she has a rich culture which makes for good stories and beautiful clothes.


This Christmas she asked for another American Girl doll and again I subtly steered her towards dolls of color, either Kaya, a Native American Indian or Sonali, a modern-day doll who is the friend of a white doll, Chrissa.  I’m not sure of Sonali’s heritage, but she’s brown-skinned.  I’ll take it.


It is true that the toy industry has come a long way from when I was little when dolls of color were few and came in one very dark shade of brown, but they still have a long way to go.  As evidenced by the throngs of African American parents I see in the American Girl Store and the Princess Tiana dolls flying off the shelves, we are responding to the increase in diversity.  We have money and will spend it if given the chance.   Just give us the chance.


The 12 Days of Christmas by Funkidivagirl

On the 1st day of Christmas my true love gave to me….the words to the song.

On the 2nd day of Christmas my true love gave to me….Christmas cards.

On the 3rd day of Christmas my true love gave to me….Chili Dawg.

On the 4th day of Christmas my true love gave to me…..a Christmas vacation.

On the 5th day of Christmas my true love gave to me…..Santa Claus.

On the 6th day of Christmas my true love gave to me…..Red Velvet Cake.
On the 7th day of Christmas my true love gave to me….a Christmas tree.
On the 8th day of Christmas my true love game to me….Christmas music.
On the 9th day of Christmas my true love gave to me….pajamas.
On the 10th day of Christmas my true love gave to me…..churros.

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  • elizabeth January 7, 2011, 3:02 pm

    Have you written to the American Girl doll company? If not,
    then I encourage you to. What you have to say is true and balanced,
    not all just negative. I really understand what you mean about Addy
    (poor little doll!). And I realize this is about so much more than
    the AG company. But writing to them would be something, anyway.
    Their marketing department should be very interested to hear this

  • Sapphire December 12, 2009, 12:15 am

    Awesome post! As mom to a brown girl, I couldn’t agree more. It would be nice to not have to be so conscious and so intentional about every little aspect of our daughter’s lives from the dolls that they play with to the hairstyles we choose for them. Whew, what I wouldn’t give to be so carefree as to just purchase whichever doll my daughter asks for without thinking so darn hard about it. Oh well, such is life for me.
    Thanks for writing about this!
    .-= Sapphire´s last blog ..Publix FAIL =-.

  • Latoicha December 11, 2009, 10:31 pm

    Awesome awesome post!

    You know how I feel about Addy and Ida Bean. Did she have to be a slave whose was separated from her family because they were sold to another slave owner? Not a positive story. Plus Ida Bean is just unacceptable. Ida Bean is a jigaboo doll. You are right, historically accurate, but still jigaboo looking. I just wished they chose a different era to highlight instead of slavery. This is why I don’t support American Girl. I do think the other brown dolls are cute, but Addy is such a turn off for me. I think the American Girl company could have done much better with a historical African-American Doll.

    I am excited about Princess Tiana and The new Barbie dolls. I love the new So In Style Barbies! They are not perfect but I will take it! My daughter is not old enough to really get into dolls right now, but when she does I found these dolls that I love. Karito Kids. They are multi-racial dolls with books and a story. I love that the African doll’s story is so positive. She is a soccer player and host of her own kid TV show! How awesome is that! Plus she has curly ethnic hair. Just like my luxe baby! I agree the dolls HAVE to be brown because she will always receive messages and images that looking a certain way and being of a certain race is better. We need to surround our daughters with as many positive images of themselves as possible.

    Thanks for this post! Love the 12 days of Christmas!

    • Funkidivagirl December 12, 2009, 10:25 am

      Latoicha, I am glad that you are so passionate about the images that you want your daughter exposed to. As Sapphire said, it can be exhausting always being intentional and conscious about everything when raising our kids, but do it because we know that we are their first defense against a world who honestly doesn’t celebrate their beauty. I have seen the Karito Kids and yes, you are right; they are positive examples of diversity in the toy industry. Most of the time we do have to go away from the big toy companies to find toys for our children.